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5:32 p.m. | May 27, 2002
i'll be ok eventually, maybe So after crying all day I finally decided to take an ativan. Crying cleared up almost immediately. I don't want to get addicted to it though. I知 talking to my friend James on ICQ. We haven't talked to each other in ages and I missed him. We talked about a lot of stuff I was upset about and he wasn't sarcastic once. That痴 always nice, I didn't have to tell him to fuck off as much then. He always understands what I知 going through (or seems to at least) more than anyone else. I just wish he was around more and that we lived closer. San Diego is too far away from me. I guess I知 just sticking this in here to let people know I feel slightly better. Well, I知 not weeping anymore. I知 also a bit high on the ativan. I知 still fucked up but it doesn't show as much. I just love days like this don't you.
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