2:01 p.m. | Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002

the last day of november

I actually enjoyed a brief moment for the very first time in the top of the clix crowd. All without cheating, hehe. I mostly joined the thing for a bit of publicity... hoping that if I hung around the middle somewhere I’d get more diary visits. In any case, hanging around number four was fun too.

I’ve had my period for 3 Saturdays in a row now. I’m getting really really tired of it. I have cramps and nausea everyday too. I phoned the doctor last week Tuesday but I haven't heard from her yet. It’s very hard to feel clean when you keep bleeding black blood and it just won't stop. 15 days in a row! I’ve almost seriously been thinking about getting rid of my uterus altogether. I keep thinking that with my condition I might not even live for another 10 years and I shouldn't have to deal with this for the time I’m around. However, then I think if enzyme works very well then someday I might get married and want a kid. I can't really see it happening (me wanted a child) but you never know and it would suck to take away the option if i wanted to use it someday. I guess I’ll have to talk to my doctor about options for keeping away the monthly bleeding without removing any major organs. It’s driving me crazy and seriously putting a damper on my sex life.

So Salinger got stuck in the Christmas tree in the family room for the first time today. Last night I had to put the squirt bottle next to my bed because he wouldn't leave the tiny one in my room alone. I’m sure there are decorations under my bed now. He seems to think that the angel at the top should really sit at a precarious angle. Darwin hasn't stolen or knocked anything over just yet, but I’m waiting for the other shoe (cat) to drop. Especially when presents start appearing under the tree.

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