2:23 p.m. | 2001-08-20 magdelena i've been listening to my music again. i missed it alot over the week i was in kelowna. there is a song my perfect circle called magdelena. i love this song, if you are unfamilar with it you can see the lyrics here. Reasons that i love this song is for one he wrote it for his fiance (now wife i don't know) and that is just sweet in itself. Also it is a beautiful song, to feel that way for someone. to want to give your life just to be with them a moment. but then again if you think about it, having someone love you that much would be a bit scary. to have that much of someone devoted to you. it's a huge responsibility. it would of course be worse if you didn't feel the same way back. but then i really think love like that can't happen unless the person feels the same way towards you. i was enagaged once. it didn't work out obviously. i still love him and i miss him so much sometimes that it hurts to breath. i think that we sorta had that. i sometimes think that he loved me more than i loved him and then i think the opposite. so i really don't know. but at the time, i would have done anything to be with him. i also miss being loved like that. i want to be loved the way it's expressed in the song. at the same time i shy away from it. because i'm scared. Previous | Next

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