8:07 p.m. | February 25, 2002

no food and suicidal tendancies (which i won't mention)

i haven't eaten anything except a very small brownie in two days. why is this, don't they feed me here. well, they have what passes as food. i'm sure most of it comes out of a box and is heated up in what passes for an oven. they brought my tray in today and i was nauseated by the look and smell of what was on it. so i didn't eat, again. nobody gives a crap if you don't eat the food. if i stopped altogether they'd probably just stick me on a liquid diet.

the stupid cafeteria here closes at 5, or 6, i have gotten conflicting answers, but in any case i couldn't even go buy an ice cream if i wanted. i don't really, i'd like something like a meal. that did not come out of a box labelled "institutional food". drugs are easier to come by in this place than any kind of nutrition. i'm in rehab, you think they'd want to feed me decent food.

low blood sugar leads to bad moods. right now i think i'll just sit here and chat to people who i don't want to strangle and cry silently to myself.

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