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7:26 p.m. | April 02, 2002
back after the long weekend so i should write an entry now, i've been putting it off since sunday night. though i did read the clock wrong and thought i didn't have time sunday night. anyway. i went home friday afternoon, it was supposed to be saturday but my mom decided to pick me up a day early. i had actually asked her if i could come over early but she said no and then changed her mind friday morning. i knew she would. didn't do much really friday. just hung out with my kitties for the most part. saturday i went to the movie panic room with T. (ok that's the guy i'm good friends with and sleeping with, who will be now referred to as T). it was a really good movie and jodie foster has big pregnancy breasts. woohoo. so i went back home and then after dinner T came back over and spent the night. i don't think i could have woken up more times during the night. i'm surprised he didn't smother me with a pillow. course it wasn't all me, the cats did their fair share. on sunday my mom had all the family on her side over for easter. well all the family that was in town and a couple that weren't. it was a mad house. i hid downstairs for the most part but it spread to the basement a few times. T stayed for that too and frankly i was very impressed. he doesn't like big family gatherings at all and my mom's family is slightly overwhelming even if you are used to them. that night i came back here to parkridge. it was rather depressing. i'm getting more and more depressed lately. i'm lacking motivation and energy all the time. i don't want to do physio or participate in anything except reading, movies and computers. most of those activities don't involve other people. well chatting involves other people but not in the same room with me. i hope that i can gain back some mental health when i go back home. i know i need to see a shrink but the waiting list is 4 to 6 months and i was signed up about 2 months ago. so i have to wait and hope that the person i see is compatible with me and experienced enough to help me. i hate finally getting to see a shrink and finding out that there is no way i'm going to tell this person anything. that's all i have to say for now but i'm sure i'll think of more later. stay tuned and all that.
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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.