9:43 p.m. | September 20, 2001
today x2 so today i had a chiropractic treatment. what that basically means is the doctor guy finds the places the hurt the most and push on them hard. course it helps, but man it fucking hurts at the time. while he was doing this i was thinking about the things i miss about being in a relationship. being told i'm beautiful or that i smell good. giggling during sex cause the bed squeaks. those looks, the smiles, that are only for you. i feel so alone most of the time. today i spilled some of my guts on the diary chat room floor. i felt about stupid about it afterwards. luckily all my guts didn't fall out. plus, people were rather nice about the whole mess. sometimes people are cool.
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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.