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12:37 p.m. | April 14, 2002
beware the grooooove well i stayed up really late last night watching movies on the space channel. first i watched batman and then i giggled my way through superman III. i watched part of the crow: city of angels, but i fell asleep partway through. i do have a comment about the crow though. the second was wasn't as good as the first i do realize (i haven't seen the third), but i think both movies capture the rage, madness, hate and grief of what a person would go through given the circumstances. at least that's the way it seemed to me at 2am this morning looped on a sleeping pill. i'm getting worse, more quiet, more irritable, the thought of being around people makes me cringe. i don't want to eat anything that doesn't meet my depression's exact specifications. which change pretty much on a whim and i don't know what they are in the first place. how fun is life now... woo! my hair has apparently gone mad, i sleep on it wet one night and still it look like it has encountered explosives. there is frizziness and flyawayness and all kinds of uncooperativeness. i usually have such nice hair, cooperative hair... maybe it's a rebellious phase. i hope it doesn't last long, i hate to spend time on styling my hair. if i brush it out and it doesn't look good, well i did all i could. so if it doesn't look good anymore after i brush it... i'm going to start looking like a freak. i already avoid mirrors enough. i once went like 3 months without looking in a mirror. now that's dedicated avoidance let me tell you.
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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.