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11:19 a.m. | April 24, 2002
i'm just babbling I�m very tired again. I have a shrink appointment today; I hope it doesn't wear me out completely. Of course I was unusually active last night. *chuckles* if you want to know why, ask vondage, she is dying to tell you. The day I have to go out is the day that it gets really cold out and starts snowing. Why couldn�t it be summer like outside?? Damn you weather, damn you to hell. I used to always wear black to my shrink appointments, it wasn't even a conscious choice really. One time I went wearing red and she just about fell out of her chair. I said my mom made me wear it, which she had. Black is comforting though and usually comfortable. I had strange strange dreams last night. For one my dog was alive, but very old. I seem to dream that a lot. I dreamt that I was with this guy who was my first boyfriend when I was in 6th grade or something. He showed off for me and I was impressed (in the 6th grade that is, not in the dream). It was a great relationship. For some reason I was punching people in the face a lot too... nobody I know in real life either. They were being irritating or something so I popped them one. I�m not that violent in real life, though I think I would be more physical if I actually could be. There was also something about pencils, which I�m completely unclear about. I must remember to put on my seatbelt before getting into van that takes me to the appointment. I keep forgetting until we are about halfway to the destination. It doesn't quite help at that point. Praying you don't get into an accident or have a really really sudden stop doesn't make the traveling experience better let me tell you. Well I hope those things don't happen anyway, but at least I won't go flying out of my chair. Well that was certainly boring. I�m going home in 5 days! My dad said maybe he'd help move me home on the weekend since he'll be home for Sunday now. Woohoo. Luv�m dad.
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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.