9:15 p.m. | Monday, Sept. 13, 2004 lonely and depressed I'm watching a re-run of My So Called Life and I'm still jealous of the character Angela and her "boyfriend" Jordon. I was always jealous of the way he made her feel. That warm, bubbly, fuzzy, excited feeling of being with someone. I never had that at 15 years old and I don't have it now either. What I do have is a mixture of guys saying retarded things to me over the Internet. It's amusing, but then gets old really fast as well. It gets really depressing in fact. Last night I was so lonely I called my friend in California but he wasn't home. Right now I have 3 messenger programs open and nobody to talk to. *sigh* Previous | Next

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