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10:53 a.m. | April 08, 2002
i'm off to get my head shrunk interesting facts you learn when you are half asleep at 10am in the morning. the dentist appointment is not, in fact, a dentist appointment. i was just assuming that anyway since it's the only appointment that i had asked for recently. however, it is an appointment with a shrink. (quick count how many times i said appointment in this paragraph). i only found this out because i said i wanted to sleep in and screw going out. so they called the nurse and she tried to guilt me into going, at which point i found out it's a shrink not a dentist i'm being carted off to. i decided i should probably go to the shrink because of the long waiting list to get into one. plus i'm curious. however, two things are pissing me off right now. pissy point number one. i didn't find out that i even had an appointment until friday and it was almost like i was inadvertently told. "do you need someone to book transport for you on monday to your appointment?" "ummmm, what?" i wish they would tell me these things right away and all the information that goes with it. i'm the one that has to go right? no need to keep me in the dark here. i'm still not quite sure of the room number and i'm leaving in an hour and a half. pissy point number two. this morning when i said i wanted to sleep in the nurse was called and she treated me like an idiot child. "you know if you sleep in you'll be late and your lunch is coming early and the bus will be waiting and the person will be waiting..." well for one, i had planned to cancel altogether if i slept in, duh. nobody would be kept "waiting". for another she was trying to fucking guilt me into going like a little kid. "now now, you don't want to keep everyone waiting do you?" fuck you asshole, i decide what i do with my life here and if i want to cancel i'll damn well fucking cancel. christ. she probably thinks that the childish guilt thing worked to get me up and go. it didn't, but i don't feel like explaining that it didn't because she wouldn't understand anyway. besides i would look stupid and whiny and it would be pointless. dammit. so yeah, i'm going to see a shrink NOT a dentist. that's a bit of a switch in thinking really. i was all prepared to have someone stick their hands in my mouth and clean my teeth. now i have to prepared for endless questions and for someone to stick their hands in my brain and fiddle around. not that they really do that on the first visit. plus, i really can see through most psychological methods and then find the shrink ridiculous. for example, when i was about 15 this one shrink tried to get me to draw pictures of my dreams or pictures out of a squiggle she would make. how bloody obvious is that? i giggled through the whole thing. not to mention i can't draw worth shit. last night i started a diaryring for godisfemale. she couldn't find a pixies diaryring and didn't have a gold membership so i offered. she did the html and all i did was start the ring. i don't even really listen to the pixies... but anyway that's not the point, the point is join the new pixies diaryring!! the html snippet is really cool too.
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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.