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5:43 p.m. | Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002
2nd rant for the day gah! mom comes in here rails at me about sherbrooke, she knows i hate it, i tell her it's not helping, i tell her that i don't see myself ever working up to twice a week, i tell her i was always tired at parkridge and i don't want to be tired all the time again, so SHE tells me, fine, the bike is there, you can call sherbrooke, it's your choice what you want to do, it's your life, blah blah blah. which really means: i don't want to talk about it anymore, i'm tired of fighting with you, i see your points but i can't agree to them, i'll leave it in your hands so it's not my problem or my guilt. so i want to strangle her till she stops doing that, cause now she's mad and she will be pissed off until i make the right choice in her opinion whatever that is i'm being driven insane, i tell you, i mean arg, the expectations from everyone else, and then what i want to do and then fuck, i can't meet either thing and it's just ridiculous, it's out of control and i have no one who understands it and it's always well just try some more, try some more, i'll tell you something i'm just right out of energy for trying dammit.
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