2:14 p.m. | 2001-07-24

depression

ok so i wrote this like last month or something, enjoy. or don't.

So i figured this out. Don't know how or what "this" is but none the less. Depression is you fighting against you. The medication is to help you in this fight. I think they don't tell you this for one because you won't believe it and 2 because it seems to damn hard a task. If you are fighting against yourself, your thoughts, the way you act, that means you have to change and change is hard. Nobody wants to change how they think and act. That's why people have such a hard time dieting or whatever. To lose weight you can take a pill, but you have to diet and exercise no matter what. To get rid of depression you can take medication but that only helps you so you have the strength (hopefully) to change how you think and act. Of course chemistry plays a part, hense the medication. For me i think that i have been this way a long time so it is chemistry and now i have to change that and me. Not all of me, just the parts that are causing depression. I won't list the probable causes, it feels stupid.

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Canada, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, , English, , Female, 26-30, Reading.